It’s such a long story…

Why can’t I sort through my thoughts and write what I have to say? Probably because putting out what’s on my mind and in my heart right now is probably the most vulnerable thing I’ve ever done publically yet. It’s also one of the biggest risk I’ve taken. I’ve put a lot of things on the line before but very rarely my heart.

Okay, okay, so I know what’s bothering me. I just don’t know exactly how to put such a large part of my life on such a small thing like a blog. Cathy’s the only person that knows the specifics right now, and as this “thing” has developed over the years. That’s where I am. I’m confiding in my best friend and she’s been helping me sort through this so much. Without just telling me what I want to hear.

It’s a good thing that things at work are getting pretty busy right now. Keeps my mind off my heart and the history.

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3 thoughts on “It’s such a long story…”

  1. Hey Cathy – I understand the feeling 😉 I’ve been mum on my blog for quite some time now and don’t know if it’s a lack of motivation or just other priorities that’s keeping me from writing… Maybe some things are just up for discussion within ourselves 😉

    -Sam

  2. That’s a tough decision to make Cathy when it comes to ones personal feelings. But know this if you think that posting your feelings will someway be therapeutic or a positive outlet, then by all means do so. If you deep down, don’t feel comfortable with posting something on a personal level, then by all means don’t do it. However do know this, any real friend would never give you pain or grief over a post where you are expressing your true or heart felt feelings, rather a real friend would simply lend you their shoulder. All the rest can simply go to hell! =o)

  3. you know, i may just have the circle-o-therapy thing for you – check your inbox. no prob if you’re not into sharing since we’re relative IRL strangers, though. 🙂

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