Thanks for all your support everyone! I know I can trust everyone (yes, even Piojo) to have my best interest at heart when I pour my heart and soul out here. I know I’ve poured it all out before and I seem very brave for doing all that but really, I think some of the emotional stuff that I’ve written about here is practically nothing compared to what’s going on in my heart right now.
Well, without going into major details, I just have to say that it’s one thing when you open yourself up and become totally vulnerable to someone and get shot down. I can handle that. What I can’t handle is putting myself out there, telling someone exactly what I’m feeling, and getting what seems ignored. That hurts. Why do I keep putting myself in these places where I end up hurt? Because life is not lived unless we take chances? Whatever. Life sucks when you’re left in the dark.
I refuse to believe this, though:
“Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who says differently is selling something.”
~Westley, The Princess Bride
Thank God for friends! Thank YOU for being my friends.